so it goes. this way and that. spitting in the wind.

he doesn't care
how naked
he is

he doesn't care
if they see
him
exposed

he doesn't feel
that way
anymore
anyhow
and never did

he doesn't scream
when they cut him
with ignorance -
everyone is
ignorant of
something

he doesn't lift
the toilet seat
anymore or
turn on the lights
when he pisses -
he can't be bothered
with what drips on the seat

he doesn't spit
on their graves
in the early morning light
for fear that the others
will see him standing there
with his
cock out
in the wind

he doesn't scream
nor spit
nor lift
nor care
and he's not sure
if he's ever felt
a goddamn
thing before
in his life